– KDKK –

There are a lot of things that I’ve done that I wish I could take back.

Not necessarily all bad things, some good things too.

I feel like people didn’t deserve that from me.

I feel l didn’t need to dish out that love.

I’ve asked things of people.

People have asked things of me.

I’ve never wanted anything in return, because my character is, “If I love you, I will do anything for you and never ask for anything in return. I’ll always do for you.”

I don’t want to change my character, I just want to adjust it.

I want to understand that I can say “No!” to something, or someone without having to justify why I said what I said.

No matter what it is, if I don’t want to do it, I DON’T WANT TO DO IT!

In life if it isn’t helping me or benefitting my family and my child it most certainly doesn’t have shit to do with me.

I am responsible for myself and for my child.

Anyone else is for self and their responsibilities.

I care about other things and other people, sure enough, but if I spend my whole life wondering what they’re going to do, WHEN am I going to worry about what I have to do?

To whoever reading this.

Take care of yourself.

Take care of your children.

Take care of your home.

Take care of everything that is important to you.

I promise you it will be for the best.

No matter what pressure you are under, understand that you have to take care of what’s yours because if YOU don’t… WHO will?

If you’re not okay, who is going to make sure you’re okay?

If you don’t have anything, who will make sure they will give you what you need?

Do you know someone who is willing to give you the shirt off of their back if you need it?

There are people out here who will care for you…

There are people out here who will love you… FOR YOU!

Be careful with your feelings.

Take care.

Love yourself with your whole heart.

At your finest.

At your lowest.

Be safe.

Stay safe.

-Kayonia 🧡💛💚💙