– KDKK –

I am such a soft girl.

I love to laugh.

I love to smile.

I love to be in a good mood.

I love staying to myself.

I am super laid back.

I am super loving.

I would give anyone the clothes off of my body.

My upbringing (to me) wasn’t bad, but parts of it also weren’t normal.

I have seen some things that I shouldn’t have, but I’ve learned how to deal with trauma and damage in my own way.

I have a problem with not being able to forget traumatic things and things that have damaged me.

I get triggered…

The moment replays over and over and over.

I forgive with the intentions of moving forward with a clean slate.

Whether I continue to be cool with you, or not…

I say that to say this…

All of what I’ve been through is the reason I am that soft person today.

My whole life I’ve been in the middle of some sort of chaos and my solution is to run off and be to myself.

I love to be by myself.

I get to think without anyone bothering me.

I get to write without anyone bothering me.

I enjoy quietness.

I am soft spoken because I’ve been yelled at a big portion of my life.

I am quiet because whenever I try to explain myself nobody listens.

I am mean because whenever I’m nice I get ran over.

I am misunderstood.

Everyone deals with trauma and damage different.

I just hope that everyone heals properly and loves themselves to the end of time!

I love you.

At your finest.

At your lowest.

-Kayonia