– KDKK –

I am such a soft and timid soul, until I’m not.

More than often I’m taken advantage of, but my heart won’t truly let me destroy anyone or anything physically.

I can be so evil.

I’m not fully healed from the things that I’ve went through, but I am in the process.

I’m farther away than I have ever been.

I’m truly working on myself.

I’m quiet.

I think to myself so much, that I overthink.

I still question why me?

It could be so simple to you, but not to me and vice versa.

I don’t like telling people about myself, sometimes I just want them to figure me out on their own.

Everyone should get their own version of me.

I literally love to be alone around people, no matter who I’m around or where I’m at.

I don’t like bothering people.

I don’t like asking people questions.

I smile.

I laugh.

I simply stay to myself.

When I’m miserable, I do not want anyone around me.

When I’m sad, I do not want anyone around me.

When people are going through their own emotions I don’t want them coming to me because I suck at being sympathetic.

I lack emotional support because no one really showed me emotional support when I was down and out.

Being through what I’ve been through has made it super easy for me to attach and detach super easy.

Everyone is different and my story is still being written.

I no longer want to be misunderstood.

I just want to be understood.

I want to be able to fully understand why I am the way that I am.

I know I’m not the only one feeling this way.

Treat yourself!

Love yourself.

At your finest.

At your lowest.

I love you.

-Kayonia ❤️🖤