– KDKK –

Life itself has a way of showing you…

Showing you what?

How real shit can get!

A bunch of us go through different things in life.

Everyone is different.

We all react to pain.

We all react to hurt.

We all react to anger.

We even all react to happiness.

Yet it is always in a different way.

Me? I’m known to be very resilient.

I am the glue.

I help keep everything and everyone together.

“The strong one”

BUT ya girl is tired!

I want to be selfish, but I can’t because I’m selfless..

Lately, I been being more selfish and it feels weird, but I like it.

My emotions have an off and on switch.

You would really think I never even cared about you by the way that I act.

I’m used to getting hurt.

My response to any little thing is to just disappear.

I promise I will isolate myself from the entire world and won’t say one word to anybody.

I’m used to caring for everyone, but when it’s my turn to be taken care of everyone seems so hesitant.

I have problems with speaking up to ask for help when I need it because I don’t want anyone holding anything over my head.

And I won’t ask unless I literally cannot go without it.

I’ll be the first to give the shirt off of my back though.

I say that, to say this…

You can help everyone who wants it, but you have to make sure that you are helping yourself first.

Some people will not help you back.

Love yourself.

At your finest.

At your lowest.

-Kayonia ❤️