– KDKK –

Take it from the queen of ignoring people herself…

Stop ignoring people!

When I say that I don’t just mean stop ignoring people, so they won’t bother you.

Stop ignoring what people do to you!

Stop ignoring what people say to you!

Stop ignoring the signs that are in front of your face!

The good signs and the bad signs.

They are there for a reason!

Don’t be naive in this crazy ass world!!!

When someone shows you who they are, take it for what it is and what it’s going to be!

I have a habit of loving people even though they aren’t good for me, or to me!

I will let someone hurt me until they can’t anymore.

I’ll start to hate them, then get mad because they aren’t who they told me they were…

Then I’ll just go on with life hurt and broken…

Instead of, taking people for who they are and not giving them the chance to hurt me once.

OR letting them go after the first time they hurt me.

I can be evil and spiteful, but I’m telling you under all that hurt and anger I am such a pure soul.

I love LOVE.

I love happiness.

I love smiles.

I love hugs.

I love kisses.

I love seeing people enjoy life.

I get a kick out of seeing people happy, even if I don’t know them.

It is impossible for me to not be happy for someone.

I love seeing people come out of horrible situations.

I love seeing people become a better version of themself.

I have seen so much hurt in my life, I wish it never even existed.

The world that I see is the same world I wish I had control over.

I know that people can do better.

I know that peple want better.

It’s just all up to them to want that for themselves.

I now understand that I myself, can’t want something for someone more than they want it for them.

I want this world to be a fairytale so bad.

It only shows my true self and how I want to live in this world.

Out of all the things I’ve done in life, I wish that I can take back all the bad I’ve ever done, but I know that this is just reality.

All of the foul things I’ve ever done to anyone just makes me feel disgusted because no one deserves that.

The evil in me speaks before I myself can even open my mouth.

It’s because all of the bad that has happened to me is stuck with me.

Talking about it doesn’t work…

I can’t seem to shake the evil feeling I get…

If only this world was a better place…

I love you…

Love yourself…

At your finest.

At your lowest.

-Kayonia